To think I spent so much time, years, with you for it all to amount to nothing.
I wish you would have been man enough to be honest with me about what was really going on.
I wish I would have been smart enough to see through the foggy haze. I should have listened to your parent’s warning.
I wish I could have been more emotionally ready for my husband, but instead he had to help me get over you.
I wish your family wasn’t so darn wonderful.
Although I can’t say it was time wasted because I learned SO much, I can say it was ridiculously easy to fall in love with my husband after you.
I used to miss something we apparently never even had. How stupid was I?
My biggest regret is giving so much of myself to you. You didn’t deserve it.
Behind the ‘relationship’, were we even friends? Classmates sure, but friends? Three years of ‘friendship’ and one year later I’m questioning everything. But I’ll never know because I can guarantee you don’t know the answer to that either.
I hope you learned from whatever we had and treat your next lady accordingly. Be upfront and honest with her. Be blunt. “An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips.” Provers 24:26
I would have wasted so much more of my time waiting for you if it wasn’t for God’s divine intervention. You were supposed to be my date to the wedding where I met my husband.
Only after time have I been able to see the red flags, the warnings, the roughness of it all… dang
But…. I really do wish you well. I hope you are happy, I hope you can love yourself, and then love some lady properly. I hope that you get to accomplish everything you want in life. I hope that one day you will look back and everything will click for you. Until then…. thanks for letting me go.